spider

the spider living in my ear
crawls around and disappears
and she lies, she lies

she whispers and plants new fear
says “take me to the garden near
and we’ll hide from the sunrise”

for today she’ll worry a web
tomorrow she’ll leave me an egg
forever to multiply the lies
right between my eyes

she talks dark as the day is long
of all the shit that will go wrong
if i were to just try

so i listen close but don’t reply
i’m captive to this friend of mine
in hazy days and sleepless nights
i make careful plans to pick a fight
cause i’m fucking tired
i am so tired

for today she’ll worry a web
tomorrow she’ll leave me an egg
forever to multiply the lies
right between my eyes
she’ll worry a web
tomorrow she’ll leave me an egg
forever to multiply the lies
right between my eyes

released december 30, 2025